A phenomenon involving the perplexed feeling of loosing all your hopes in one second and then in just next second seeing a bright new sky filled with favourite colours has happened to me a great number of times. In pessimistic moments I have become most disappointed and realise that I do not have courage of fighting further, but somehow from the box of surprises a new surprise unfolds having the answers to my almost every question.These days I have suffered through the ups and downs of the life and every turn has taught me a new lesson which will definitely help me in fighting further.
I have been applying for the PhD position here in India.And I belong to a life science field.I am happy to be part of this huge industry,no matter if its not so good paying industry in the beginning but still i love it and I'm glad that I choose it.But coming back to today's reality,that it is not that easy to get a good PhD position,in your area if interest most importantly.But now when I see my dreams on the verge of coming to reality,I am feeling little greedy for more better position,in terms of more challenging work,more exposure,more freedom etc.Well I am glad I have greed for more better work.
Just loving myself and proud too by analyzing my abilities to fight through the odd times and still achieving what I wanted to.I am in fact surprised by the spirit of fighting that I have been nurturing and I could not recognize it completely,I have seen glimpse of it in my past.But now I realize that I am very strong from inside and even in the times of despair I just have to keep pushing myself gently until I reach at the edge from where I can take off like a bird and fly in the sky filled with my favourite colours.
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