I'm sure lot people suffer through the feeling of being in the wrong place at wrong time.But its been happing to me a lot these days along with the dominant feeling of being with wrong people.I m not sure whether I m correct when i detach myself from them completely or i try my best to do so.In past 2-3 months i have lost many friends.Because according to my perception i saw their real face.Two of them girls who did absolutely bitchy thing and after that i really cannot even think of calling them friends or even casual friends.Well the issue dint involved any cat fight over a dumb guy,but was the absolute projection of greed, mis-management and meanness.And then a heart break and then loosing two close male friends.So in total have lost 5 friends in a row in short span of time.And currently in a preplexed opinion for my very close friend.But making friends and fighting with them is quite normal,but since its happing quite fast thus it forced me to think over my past acts carefully,cause i believe if I'm wrong somewhere then i should correct it cause i don't want to loose more friends .When i sit back in a room in my chair and try to look through my acts and try to figure out where was i wrong?..I find yes i have been following some principles which probably just exists in the books or in dos and dont of behaviour..I should not care about whether people around me are really good from within or are just faking it.It should not matter me how they are or are not.Its not necessary you find man with the principle type of a species.I guess they are extinct now.So should i just take care of my business.I have till now believed in being friends with people who are like jewels.Rare to find them.But what i cannot take is when they act different from the things they speak.Absolutely Hippocrates!!
But i guess from now on i have to be bit on neutral side and be easy on people.Sometimes i should consider superficiality of people,after all is more pleasing and not trust them completely.Should stop myself from always asssessing them.after all i have better things to do...and in the end just should Keep my senses in active state with a smile.
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