LIFE JUST SEEMS TO BE SO CONSPIRING AGAINST YOU.AND WHAT I HATE THE MOST PRESENTLY IS THAT ITS JUST HAPPENING RIGHT IN THE BEGINING OF THE YEAR WITH ME….AHHHH I JUST HATE IT SO MUCH…FEELS LIKE THAT SOMEBODY WANTS ME TO BE JUST NO SO HAPPY….AND I GET THIS FEELING SUPERSTICIOUSLY THAT MY WHOLE YEAR WILL BE AFFECTED BY THIS STUPID THING AND MAKE MY LIFE TREMENDOUSLY DIVASTATED.
WELL I DONT LIKE TO BE SO PESSIMISTIC ABOUT THIS WHOLE ISSUE AND I KNOW I HAVE TO FIGHT BACK IN LIFE AND WIN OVER BAD THINGS ….HIS IS THE WAY ITS SUPPOSE TO BE……BUT THE QUESTION IS WHY,,,WHY IT CANT BE HAPPY AND FRUITFUL IN THE WAY YOU LIKE IT TO BE….WHY DO WE ALWAYS HAVE TO FIGHT HARD FOR THINGS…WELL FOR ME ITS MORE DIFFICULT BECAUSE IM NOT AMONGST THOSE LUCKY CHILDREN BORN WITH THE SILVER SPOON….I PRACTICALLY HAD TO FIGHT FOR EVERY THING…..WORKED LIKE AN ASS…AND BE SUCCESSFUL TODAY TO PROVE MY CAPABILITY TO MY FAMILY…AND IN THE SOCIETY…WELL I GUESS SINCE I HAVE PROVED ENOUGH…TILLNOW …SO I DONT CARE MORE TO PROVE ANYTHING TO ANYBODY NOW.BUT STILL IT HAPPENS THAT SOMEDAY WILL COME AND THAT YOU HAVE TO…FORCEFULLY NEED TO PROVE AGAIN AND AGAIN….THAT YES I DO HAVE THE CAPABILITY TO DO THINGS IN MY FIELD AND IF SOMEDAY PROVES TO BE REAL BAD FOR ME……THEN ITS JUST BAD LUCK NOT ME…!!!!…CUMMON IT HAPPENS WITH PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD SO DONT GIVE ME THAT STARY LOOK,.,,,,!!!!
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