The best for the life…

The best in life is to move forward. Various events happen in life that make a person terribly devastated or amazingly happy. What is needed is to learn from the various such events whether good or bas and cherish the good memories and if not forget ,,as least forgive people who where responsible for the sad phase…as this brings us to peace,

Burning in the guilt or anger is the worst of all that can happen. Its like somebody eating you away from within…reminds me of one of those scenes from alien movies….

I remember reading somewhere..that people in love will someday fight or crib about each other but yet they stay together. Its not that they completely forget about each and every ugly phase..its just that they FORGVE..each other for the wrong.

I totally agree to what i have written…but i know sometime the damage is just so irreversible that its very difficult to forgive the culprit….and i m learning to forgive people…..

sometimes i end up just not saying even a single word and just ignore and forgive everyone…..i just try to save my brain from the temper!!!!….after all brain of what most important in my field.

Its hard to forgive

but not more that to live.

So let the bad memories vaporize

make space for the new fragrance

lets begin the new chapter,

get the pen and favourite colour ink

dip in and write the new beginning…..

I wish i could follow these lines every day and live them. But i will not give up until i have learnt this rule.

TESTING TIME!!!

LIFE JUST SEEMS TO BE SO CONSPIRING AGAINST YOU.AND WHAT I HATE THE MOST PRESENTLY IS THAT ITS JUST HAPPENING RIGHT IN THE BEGINING OF THE YEAR WITH ME….AHHHH I JUST HATE IT SO MUCH…FEELS LIKE THAT SOMEBODY WANTS ME TO BE JUST NO SO HAPPY….AND I GET THIS FEELING SUPERSTICIOUSLY THAT MY WHOLE YEAR WILL BE AFFECTED BY THIS STUPID THING AND MAKE MY LIFE TREMENDOUSLY DIVASTATED.

WELL I DONT LIKE TO BE SO PESSIMISTIC ABOUT THIS WHOLE ISSUE AND I KNOW I HAVE TO FIGHT BACK IN LIFE AND WIN OVER BAD THINGS ….HIS IS THE WAY ITS SUPPOSE TO BE……BUT THE QUESTION IS WHY,,,WHY IT CANT BE HAPPY AND FRUITFUL IN THE WAY YOU LIKE IT TO BE….WHY DO WE ALWAYS HAVE TO FIGHT HARD FOR THINGS…WELL FOR ME ITS MORE DIFFICULT BECAUSE IM NOT AMONGST THOSE LUCKY CHILDREN BORN WITH THE SILVER SPOON….I PRACTICALLY HAD TO FIGHT FOR EVERY THING…..WORKED LIKE AN ASS…AND BE SUCCESSFUL TODAY TO PROVE MY CAPABILITY TO MY FAMILY…AND IN THE SOCIETY…WELL I GUESS SINCE I HAVE PROVED ENOUGH…TILLNOW …SO I DONT CARE MORE TO PROVE ANYTHING TO ANYBODY NOW.BUT STILL IT HAPPENS THAT SOMEDAY WILL COME AND THAT YOU HAVE TO…FORCEFULLY NEED TO PROVE AGAIN AND AGAIN….THAT YES I DO HAVE THE CAPABILITY TO DO THINGS IN MY FIELD AND IF SOMEDAY PROVES TO  BE REAL BAD FOR ME……THEN ITS JUST BAD LUCK NOT ME…!!!!…CUMMON IT HAPPENS WITH PEOPLE AROUND THE WORLD SO DONT GIVE ME THAT STARY LOOK,.,,,,!!!!

Love for loneliness.

The life seems to be alone.;

the day seems to be faded..

As the world begins a new start,

I think where did i stop.

Did ever loneliness vanished for me,

or was it filled me.

The world seems to be so plastic,

i  bet hell is doing better.

On all faces is a mask,hidden beneath is the dark.

did loneliness ever vanished in the dark,

or was it dark filled inside me.

did love ever sprouted for me,

or was it dark.

Will i ever enjoy the love dipped in dark,

or is it dark i ever needed at last.

I am an addict,

addicted for being alone.

The people around me are part of social circle.

that just exists for being normal.

Whats all this???…i want to shout..

whats all this mess..i want to ignore..

but it loneliness that is encrypted in me

I ever wish somebody reads it out for me..