Oh!finally the day has come.Science has always been intruging to me.I see it happening it all around.And tomorrow it will be my first day in lab as PhD research scholar.Its very exciting feeling.Its like u are headding off for some expedition.I know most o the people find studying so much very boring.But i see Phd as playing with science with all the knowledge i have till date or probably even more gaining more of it so that u can be a good playing in this field.I will get to work on my own topic.on which no one has ever worked upon,and im sure of mu capabilities that whatever i come up with.one day people will dig in all the internet infromation science resources to find what i workeed on and how i did it.To gain from my work.Well doesnt sound like a noble prize but I am very excited about it.I know many people would not get my percception and would see it as insanity,but cant help it....they choose to see it in this way and nor i care about it.
I always wanted to do this,yup although things were bit unclear earlier but now i see where i wanna go,and im sure i will reach there.
I still has friends scraching for this position and more over havnt cleared preliminary requirements to be eligible.And this also adds a flavour to my success,Ahh! can't say that it taste like over confidence or over proud else..but yes i am proud of myself,cause where i am today it because of my strength and confidence.Like anybody else i have seen hell lot of crises,financial,family troubles,personal problems and loosing on confidence too.But there was something which made me to go further whether it was inch by inch or by leaping,i was moving.yes sometimes it seemed like evrything has come to rest and im stagnant.But actually it was not so.There are people who have encouraged me on this path and also some people who have discouraged a lot!!...but what the hell..damn with those and im proud and way ahead of them.And yes what i believe made me to be deaf to these people and pushed myself further was trust on my self,on shivjiji and my abilities,just optimism worked everything for me!!.
Ahh!! cant stop myself from saying im feeling proud.well getting phd in it self is great but my problem which i faced during my endeavour has added a fabulous flavour,a flavour of fighter!!
